Chapter 09

What is Love? Pause right here for a few moments as I wish to open this chapter with a very lovely song, from my heart to yours, I love you. Tony.

Deep at the centre of my being, there is an infinite well of “Love”

”Creator”, says; “My Love, I pour out to you endlessly” I say; In Greatest of all gratitude, fill me with your Love!

I allow “Creators Love” to flow to the surface as it fills my heart my body my mind my consciousness my very being and radiates out from me in all directions filling every soul, saturating them to over flowing whomever it touches and then spills out of them, returning to me,

“Multiplied x X x Multiplied”

The more love I use and give the more Love I have to give.

The essence of Creators love is endless, So says Gray’Owl.

Supreme love begins with loving yourself.

Gray’Owl understands the ultimate use of love as it makes one feel as if it is an expression of our inner joy, this is how one begins first; to intimately love self, which then opens the doorway to our hearts and allows all others to love you in like manner. We express our love this way,

I love myself,


I will take loving care of my body, I lovingly feed it nourishing foods and beverages, I lovingly groom it and dress it and my body lovingly responds to me with vibrant health and energy. I say this not in ego/vanity; this is merely how one’s-self accomplishes this most difficult task, as all things done in a loving way will ultimately succeed. Allowing you to walk the path of life in beauty.

I love myself,


I create for myself a comfortable home one that fills all my needs and is a pleasure to be in, I fill the rooms with the vibration of love so that all who enter myself included will feel this love and be nourished by our Love. As all who enter will surely return in like fashion your loving kindness, offered so freely.

I love myself,


I will attempt to work at a job I truly enjoy doing, “this one” the one that uses my creative talents and abilities working with and for the betterment of all humanity the people I love and who love me while earning a good income.

I love myself,


I behave and think in a loving way towards all people for I know that which I give out freely returns to me multiplied good or bad. I attempt to attract loving people into my world for they are a mirror of who I am and what I represent. Yet all people are compassionately welcome, in my life, as I will lovingly attempt to show them the benefits of living a life based upon Creators love. Do you see the beauty of this way of understanding life? Based upon these loving guidelines, how you may offer your love compassionately to all people.

I love myself,


I forgive all others, and I forgive myself totally releasing everyone from the past all those long gone experiences, learning and applying them to my daily life and I am free of them forever. I am at peace with myself, the world at large and all other people who are in it with me. I give my unconditional forgiveness and ask you to also forgive me likewise.

I love myself,


I live totally in the now experiencing each moment in as an enlightened state of being as humanly possible. Knowing without doubt; that my future is bright, joyous and secure within the Great Spirits unconditional love freely given to me.

For I am a beloved child of our Creator and that The Great Spirit lovingly takes care of me, now and forever more.

Therefore, my life is as altered by Tony Gray’Owl

From my lips I will say; “You Can Heal Your Life”

Now let us take a closer Look at Love how it tangles with the one fallen in love look at spirit how it fuses with earth giving it new life. Why are you so busy with this or that? Good or bad, right or wrong, simply pay attention to how things blend. Find the center and experience the Joy of life.

Why talk about all the known and the unknown? See how unknown merges into the known. Why think separately of this life and the next when one is born from the last. Look at your heart and tongue one feels but deaf and dumb. The other speaks in words and signs. Look at water and fire, earth and wind, enemies and friends all at once.

The wolf and the deer the lion and the lamb seem far from different from each other. Yet when seen together as one, they are all the same, a loving/living soul of Great Spirits creation. Look at the unity of the winter and spring manifested in the equinox you too must mingle my friends as the earth and the sky mingle, just for you and me. Become like sugarcane sweet yet silent upon the wind

Do not be mixed up with bittersweet words they cause confusion and pain. Become as Creator intended, likewise my love grows right out of my own heart freely given to show you how much you are loved.

I offer these insights, partially as questions for you to, “Ponder.”

Will you still love me? Even if,

I am not perfect.

Will you still love me? Even if I am not the kind of person, you wished I were.

Will you still look into my eyes with warmth?

Even if you saw my shadows?

Will you still hold my hand? Even if you knew, there would be times I would let you down?

For though I yearn to take care of you as I should, though I desire to love you with a love that never falters nor fades, my knees tremble this very moment that you hold me in your arms.

Shall I kiss you?

Shall I hold your hand and bask in the light of your spirit knowing that I have my darkness?

Knowing there will be times that the light of my love at times will be overshadowed. By the darkness that is in me, or the light that is in you.

Sometimes I would be silent and I might bore you. I may not laugh at your jokes, and you may not understand the spell that is enshrouding me. Sometimes I would get troubled and I would fail to put into words what the it is that troubles me. I would not be good company then, and I could not make you smile.

Sometimes I would get moody and I might not enjoy the things you would like us to do together. Sometimes I would lose my temper and I had no longer acted like the fine person who stands before you today. Sometimes I would get jealous and I might say things I do not really mean. Sometimes I would talk too much that I might drive you away. Sometimes I would get touchy and I would get easily hurt or even hurt your feeling.

In addition, no matter how mature I try to be, at times I would act in childish ways. I would demand things I should not; I would say things I should not say.

Moreover, no matter how much I desire to protect you and make you happy, sometimes I would be the one who would cause you the most pain. If you will love me, I cannot promise you that I will not hurt you.

I cannot promise you that I will not make you cry and that I will never break your heart,

As most of these, you will do yourself, to me!

However, if you will love me, I will bare my heart completely self-naked before you and I will reveal to you my soul. If you will love me. You can be certain that it is I that you love and not a false mask. To fool you by showing you only what your eyes desire to see.

If you will love me, you can be certain that you will love the depths of me, all of me that is in me, and I in turn will love you with all of me with all my soul with all my mind with all my spirit with all my flaws and beauty with all my very heart.

~ Love me . . . for who I AM ~

I cannot pretend to be a stranger to myself. To fit your needs, to live a false life, Love me for who I AM. No games played hiding behind a mask with my heart suffocating for your affection, LoVE me for who I AM

Look into my eyes listen to my voice feel my heart beat LoVE me for who I AM. To ease our pain to find our balance to be happy and in our LoVE Once again Love me for whom I AM.

Because I already LoVE “You,” For whom you ARE.

Insights into Liberation of self, setting your love free

Just as the Butterfly breaks free from the entrapment of the cocoon, we may free ourselves by struggling with the entanglements of things taught to us that simply are not true

These things of ignorance, taught to us from birth are the way’s with which Life stems from Greed these poisonous Seeds planted into your minds grow Weeds that create such a Need. You become Lost within your own Pleads seeking Freedom from your-self imposed prison.

It seems we fool ourselves sometimes into thinking that life is more complicated or confusing or even more mysterious than it really is. Life is made up of fundamental truths. The Simplicity baffles us and we tend to defy the Universal Significance of the Natural Laws that Exist. Life is a Personal Journey to which each must draw their own Conclusions.

Discovering our own Realities by Journeying into the most wondrous epic adventure of, Self ~ Realization.

It is a rather elementary, yet epic adventure as it all takes place simply in one’s own mind understanding we must all see the world for ourselves and accept life for what it is, for only then may we discover and understand its secrets.

Life really is not as complicated or confusing as everyone makes it out to be. Our deepest fear perhaps is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is recognizing that we are powerful beyond measure.

It is our “LIGHT”not our “Darkness” that we fear most.

It is the DARKNESS of Self Doubt and our deepest set FEAR of the light, these frighten us the most.

We ask ourselves; who am I? That should Considered being Brilliant, Gorgeous, Talented, Fabulously Inspiring.

Actually, who are you not to be all these things openly? Bravely let your Light shine. You are a child of the light.

An innocent child of Creators own image of Perfection.

Awaken now and remember who you truly are. Playing small does not serve you nor the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking, so that other people do not feel in-secure in your presence.

We are all meant to shine as Children do so Lovingly

We were born to make manifest the glory of GOD

He that is in me is also Myself

The Great Spirit: is inherently without question within all of us, Creator is not just in some of us,

This Love is in every living soul.

As we let our own light shine we,

UN ~ consciously,

Sub ~ consciously,

We give all other people permission to do the same, we ourselves are freely liberated from our own fear; we free everyone else from his or her fears allowing them to shine as well.

Our light once let shine

Allows all others to see then become the,

Reflection of this Perfection.

This Beautiful Presence once hidden within now seen automatically liberates others

To let also their own: beautiful light shine

Free to give their Love away.

Do you see the wisdom exposed so openly? Simplicity itself revealed and explained.

Therefore, within these pages I will let my light shine,


For all to see without fear to let you know what I see

The Dawn of Peace for all humanity.

I chose to begin this day new day in this is the way, with peace in my heart to bring Harmony into our world for everyone through a higher understanding of Creators Love. Today I choose to greet the Sunrise with grand Gratitude for its beauty and Life giving Energy to treat the Earth and its entire People with,


Too Allow the Creator’s wisdom and Divine Love to Guide my Footsteps.

Nourish my Body, Mind, and Spirit with Work, Study and Meditation.

Treat all those I meet as my spiritual brothers and sisters.

Showing compassion to all those who are in need.

Give a share of my treasures back to my Creator from His own creations.

Seek out the Light of Truth.

Share only the truth of my Spirit and turn away from Selfishness to become Selfless.

To Seek associations with those who empower me with a spirit of LOVE.

Take responsibility for the path I walk and the legacy I create with these footprints I leave behind.

I will recognize all endings as new beginnings and each new beginning as a way to achieve,

Joyous Tranquility

This is a promise of the dawn of peace on earth for all of,


Listening to Your INTUITION

Everything: seen from within the vastness of one’s own mind is the only way to handle the speed of evolution that we are facing more and more every day faster ~ faster ~ “FASTER”

Everything is speeding by nearly out of control.

Your intuition is a {time/*space} open window into the collective consciousness of Creators Infinite wisdom that is present at any given time of need or expressed desire.

Every problem of life may be solved instantly by tapping into this powerful collective of purest energy called Creators Unconditional/Love/forgiveness/understanding.

All you need to do is quiet your mind enter the silence and listen to your,


The (silent) thoughts, inside your mind, not the little voice in your head that distracts you from listening or hearing, Creator whispering His wisdom to you. You can only receive this knowledge when your mind is quiet totally still. If you are thinking of something merely as simple as a cool drink of water your thoughts are too loud and you cannot hear your instructions.

What Is Intuition ~ one may ask?

An instinctive knowing without the use of rational conscious thought processes. The direct perception of one’s life’s meaning through understanding Creators truth without conscious reasoning. A form of undeniable evidence that is often referred to as a gut feeling. Based on your intuition you can make decisions on things that have not even happened yet!

This is at the cutting edge of how to handle life. Intuition is the key to making easy decisions without having to burden your overworked mind in the search for reasons. Intuition operates beyond cause and effect and the mind’s rationality does no good in the employment of intuitive processes.

If you base major life decisions on your intuitions, you align yourself in the best possible way with making your dreams come true. Your most Cherished Dreams the ones that resonate most deeply within you ~ are mostly,

None ~ logical

Therefore, make no sense for your conscious mind.

These things of intuition are coming up into your mind from the Sub ~ consciousness of one self’s far Higher or Deeper understanding of these things UN ~ known. However, they are being revealed too you near silently by self. If you but find a quiet spot ~ sit down and take a few deep breaths and relax find your center now sit down there at the very center of self envisioning the light. See it surrounding you in a brilliant yet softly glowing radiant bubble

A perfect circle an entire sphere surrounding you in Love

Now look out into the world from here and you will see all these other most Beautiful Souls walking around ~ with their Faults showing yet now so clearly understood

Give them your LOVE and watch their LOVE Grow!!!

Now become the beautiful child of GOD that you truly are and give your love away freely Without abandon, you’ll see the Joy of it, a beautiful life lived.

Once accomplished.

You can never go back.

So shall we go forward?

The Flame of Creators Love

Creator asked me if I would do something for Him.

I answered saying, to my last dying breath; I will do as you ask of me. I listened quietly, as He spoke to me explaining what I am to say, teaching me what to do and how to accomplish my task. I feel so blessed, so honored.

Thus, I reach out now, wielding His love freely given to me, within my small hands to touch your heart with the gentlest softest of caresses. The way He touches everyone’s heart, including mine. Thus, I touch yours likewise.

I cause to spark this flame of His love to rekindle and ignite once again the flames of your dying love locked away, seemingly lost to you, deep within your own heart, lost in the darkness of a life so cruel. He will then breathe upon the ember I now spark within your heart, with the very breath of His life itself, to cause this ember to begin to glow and then He will fan them with the roaring flames of His love and I will watch . . . as your Love grows

Whatever it is that you so desperately seek, look inside yourself and you shall find the answers. Look deep within your Heart. Your heart will lead you to your Soul, Your Soul will bring to your memory from deep within your Mind.

Where your spirit silently spoke to you whispering into the night like a lost dream remembered at the break of dawn at last brought to Light.

Listen quietly ever so still with your heart and all things held firmly deep within your mind will be brought out into the Light of Understanding Your knowledge will expose to you, your own Hidden Wisdom. Give your Love away freely completely totally without abandon, unconditionally without expectation.

Who knows?

Why your heart cries when you let your Love flow

Who knows?

Only time will tell the story of a life as you let your Love grow

Only time knows where your Love goes as you freely let it go. Forgive all unconditionally as this is the only way to Forgiveness.

Begin with forgiving self of all that has ever been. These secrets kept, hauntingly, within you. Then give your own forgiveness to all that has ever been, those other thoughts, and those memories, which haunt your dreams and feel them all depart. This is my focused Intent, for you to see my heart’s Knowledge and Wisdom inspired from within my mind. Hold fast to these last few words and you will come to know these tears your heart cries as you give your Love away, the joy of Love given as it also comes your way.

Only time can tell the story of the direction of your life.

Only time knows as your Love grows and your tears flow into the river of living waters that feeds out into the vast oceans of our lives that leads to where . . .

HOPE floats Eternal

Have Faith as you give your Love away. As your Love given freely, always comes back to you . . . Magnified~Glorified~Sanctified~Unlimited.

Always ever growing once exposed into the Light.

I cry out to my Creator . . . please hear my small voice as out of the whispering pines in the wilderness of life. Hear me Great Grand Father, in all humility and greatest of gratitude I offer my humble honor and power back to you in your glory as . . . this is what I see being done with your own hands as you take my small hands into yours and look!

One soul, one beautiful soul at a time, is touched and awakened through my/Your writings and our Creator is pleased beyond your knowing, tears fill His eyes and spill as one more living soul, has found their way back to Him. Joy, such Joy He spills out into our world, From His heart into ours. I am beyond gratitude Great Spirit/Creator, have I done well as your humble servant, one more soul has seen, one at a time, I will show them the way back to you, the beauty of your unconditional love so freely given to all who seek it and even more so to all that are blind to it. Soon even the masses will see your truth so freely given. Thus, they will come home to your heart where only your, unconditional love exists for all of humanity.

One day they will ALL see.

Do you see these meanings exposed here for YOU?


3 responses

  1. Tsimi James

    O’siyo Tony,
    Love grows by giving. The love we give away is the only love we keep. The only way to retain love is to give it away.”

    These words of wisdom found their way into my heart when I was 50 years of age…ever sense Iv been able to love others as I love myself;”
    I have my days when I don’t want to love…yet during these days I find love to give and accept anyway…no matter the cause of my delay.
    I always seem to remember to turn toward a positive outlook and each time I do…Love flows out…always amazing the way this happens;”

    I have learned…with much attension on inner self…that to see the best in each individual I have learned to live with the imperfections of others and can admire the other person’s good qualities..“By the breadth of love you give, you will know the love you have.”

    Once again my brother…I thank you for the reminder that love is the only way to understand & accept self & others♥♪˙··٠٠••●●♥

    Mitakuye oyasin wado ♥ Tsimi Your Brother in Spirit ^..^

    February 2, 2012 at 2:20 pm

  2. Tony Gray'Owl

    Love is truly all there is worth while doing in this world, and yes it is a most difficult thing to maintain in this very violent world we live in, Blessings brother, it is wonderful to receive such confirmation about ones work, Wado, Your brother of the light, Tony

    February 2, 2012 at 6:29 pm

  3. KahuHealani

    I am soo touched by your ageless and profound Wisdom of Creator, that captures so much. Yes indeed your words echo that which is bringing together the Awakening of Mother Earth’s people. We are the Rainbow Warriors that have returned from Lifetimes before to meet again, & remember to remember Who & Why we are Here. No one who’s Path of the Heart crosses is by idle chance or an unnoticed connection. Your writings ring Truth & Light that Brillance cannot be covered; these are challenging times with people who need your guidance & inspiration. Blessings of great Abundance to carry-out your Mystic Mission, dear brother of my Heart. Not tooo many of Us,. . .my Elder na Kahu would always say to me: “U are one in a Million, but there are more just like U. U are not alone. . . . ” It seems soo enchanting that on my FB Friends, I have found so many. Like a resting point (someone said on Ancient Wisdom Speaks) we are gathering to support, relearn & remember the Greatest Gifts were w/in Us all along. Mahalo Nui Loa dearest Brother, I am honored & blessed to have connected. ❤ KahuHealani ❤

    April 5, 2012 at 9:49 pm

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