Chapter 18

With these things Karma / Buddha / Kundalini,

the power of Enlightenment and Illumination now more clearly understood.

I wish to ask you this simple question; What is the one true Path?

The One True Path is found only through understanding . . . UNCONDITIONAL LOVE,

combined with,

A Limitless Desire for Knowledge, an Unquenchable Thirst for WISDOM.

All Beings are learning the hard way and the soft way but learn we all must!

Here is the answer to the question, what is the one true path ?

There is only *ONE Path* it leads from Birth to Death, it is called the Path of LIFE.

My Life’s Mission Statement; In the Light of Love, is to Integrate our Enemy harmlessly.

The mission of one’s Life; is to have compassion, to be one with yourself and all things.

To Follow the Call of your Heart; this is what is Guiding you now.

Be Yourself and the Path Becomes You.

Follow your Instincts. Go Forth Bravely onto your Path for the Path ~ is ~ your Destiny as . . .

Only YOU. Can MAKE it HAPPEN by LIVING it, one moment at a time. Once again, Creator said to me, if you come to me in this moment I will teach you everything. As each moment becomes your minutes, and your minutes become hours, and your hours become days, and all your days combine together in understanding and thus creates your life, this is the only path there is in the reality of a sentient human being, a living souls journey here in the physical realm is to experience the Conditional love upon this plain and thus one truly comes to an Infinite knowing of the beauty of your Creators


My thoughts are now taken deeply into an Ancient religious teaching.

That I feel most highly inspired to clarify.

The life of the man you know as Jesus, the Christ Lord and savior of all humanity,

according to the 2,000 year old teachings of Religion.

Yet do you know him, intimately?

Who he truly is?

Yeshua Messiah is a more correct modern English translation of this man’s name.

You will find out after many months as I complete and publish the full book containing these writings.

The Life Of Jesus Christ

I am creating this book to offer my Love my dedication and my faith

in God the Divine Infinite Creator . . . Not to a man.

Yet I feel the life of this single man needs to be told in as great a detail as possible contained in the book published here after you will find one of the most detailed written descriptions of Yeshua Messiah’s life ( Jesus )

I will expose to you in far greater detail his entire life.

From his birth to the day, he Ascended.

Where he went, what he did what he said and whom he experienced his life with and through. It took me many, many countless hours of research to uncover these hidden wisdoms and the knowledge of his life.

I share with you,

The life of Yeshua Messiah. His true name as more accurately transliterated into modern English.

His life not unlike this picture is a little obscure.

JESUS enjoyed a sublime and wholehearted faith in God. He experienced the ordinary ups and downs of mortal existence, but he never spiritually doubted the certainty of God’s watchful care and guidance. His faith was the outgrowth of the insight Born of the activity of the Divine presence.

His faith was neither traditional nor merely intellectual it was Wholly Personal and Purely Spiritual. The human Yeshua Messiah saw God as being Holy.

Just, and Great, as well as being True, Beautiful, and Good. All these attributes of Divinity he focused in his mind As the “Will of the ~ Father ~ in Heaven!

Yeshua’s God was ONE and the same The HOLY ONE unto the whole World. The Living, Loving Father in Heaven. The Divine and Infinite Creator of all things

Kind and Loving, forgiving

” Not filled with vengeance, hate and violent anger “

The concept of God as a Father

Was not original with Jesus but he exalted and Elevated the idea into a sublime Experience by achieving a New Revelation of God and by proclaiming that every mortal creature ” is a child of this Father of Love, a Son of God”

Yeshua did not cling to faith in God

As would a struggling soul at war with the universe and at death’s grip struggle with a hostile and sinful world

He did not resort to Faith

Merely as a consolation in the midst of difficulties or as a comfort in threatened despair.

Faith was not just an illusory compensation for the unpleasant realities and the sorrows of living. In the very face of all the natural difficulties and the temporal contradictions of mortal existence, He experienced the tranquility of supreme and unquestioned trust in God and felt the tremendous thrill of living by faith, in the very presence of the heavenly Father.

This triumphant faith was a living experience of actual spirit attainment Yeshua’s great contribution to the values of human experience was not that he revealed so many new ideas about the Father in heaven, but rather that he so magnificently and humanly demonstrated a new and higher type of living faith in God.

Never on all the worlds of this universe, in the life of any one mortal did God ever become such a living reality.

As in the human experience of Yeshua of Nazareth

In the Master’s life on Earth, this and all other worlds of Creation Discover a New far higher type of Religion

Religion based on Personal (Spirituality)

His Spiritual Relations with the Universal Father and wholly validated by the Supreme Authority of A Genuine Personal Experience. This Living Faith of Yeshua was more than an intellectual reflection and it was not a mystic meditation. Theology may fix, formulate, define, and dogmatize faith but in the human life of Yeshua’s faith was personal, living, original, spontaneous, and purely SPIRITUAL !

His faith was not reverence for tradition nor a mere intellectual belief, which he held as a sacred creed but rather a sublime experience and a Profound Conviction, which securely held him.

His faith was so real and all-encompassing that it absolutely swept away any spiritual doubts and effectively destroyed every conflicting desire’s. Nothing was able to tear him away from the spiritual anchorage of this fervent, sublime and undaunted faith. Even in the face of apparent defeat or in the throes of disappointment and threatening despair he calmly stood in the divine presence free from fear.


Yeshua enjoyed the invigorating assurance of the possession of unflinching faith, and in each of life’s trying situations, he unfailingly exhibited an unquestioning loyalty to the Father’s will. His superb faith was undaunted even by the cruel and crushing threat of an ignominious Death.

In an Enlightened Genius, Strong Spiritual Faith so many times leads directly to disastrous Fanaticism, to Exaggeration of the ( RELIGIOUS ) Ego, But it was not so with Yeshua.

He was not unfavorably affected in his practical life by his Extraordinary Faith and Spiritual Attainment because this spiritual exaltation was a wholly unconscious and spontaneous soul expression of his Personal Experience with God.

The All-Consuming and Indomitable Spiritual Faith of Jesus never became Fanatical for it was never allowed to affect his Well-Balanced Intellectual Judgments Concerning the proportional (values of practical) and commonplace, Social, Economic, or Moral Life Situations.

The Son of Man was splendidly unified as a Human Individual Being. He was a (Perfectly) endowed Divine Being He was also magnificently coordinated a combined Human and Divine Being functioning on earth as a single personality. Always did the Master co-ordinate the Faith of the Soul with the Wisdom – Appraisals of Spiritual Experience.

Personal Faith, Spiritual Hope with Moral devotion were always correlated in a matchless Spiritual unity of Harmonious association with a Supreme Realization in the Reality and Sacredness of all Human Loyalties

Personal Honor

Family Love

Spiritual Obligation

Social duty and Economic Stability

The Faith of Yeshua visualized all Spiritual values as being found in the Kingdom of God , As He clearly Stated

“You Must Seek First the Kingdom of Heaven”

Which is in, you!

Yeshua saw in the advanced and ideal fellowship of the kingdom the achievement and fulfillment of the “will of God” . The very heart of the prayer which he taught his disciples was “Your kingdom come; your will be done.”

Having thus conceived of the kingdom as comprising the will of God he devoted himself to the cause of its realization with amazing self-forgetfulness and unbounded enthusiasm.

But in all his intense mission and throughout his extraordinary life there never appeared the fury of the fanatic nor the superficial frothiness of the religious egotist. The Master’s entire life was consistently conditioned by his living faith, this sublime spiritual experience. His spiritual attitude wholly dominated his thinking and feeling, his believing and praying, his teaching and preaching.

His personal faith of a son in the certainty and security of the guidance and protection of the heavenly Father imparted to his unique life a profound endowment of spiritual reality.

Yet, despite this very deep consciousness of close relationship with divinity, this Galilean, God’s Galilean, when addressed as Good Teacher, instantly replied, “Why do you call me good?”

When we stand confronted by such splendid self-forgetfulness, we begin to understand how the Universal Father found it possible to fully manifest himself to him and reveal himself through him to the mortals of the realms of earth.

Yeshua brought to God, as a man of the realm, the greatest of all offerings the consecration and dedication of his own will to the majestic service of doing the divine will. Yeshua always and consistently interpreted spirituality wholly in terms of the Father’s will.

When you study the career of the Master as concerns prayer or any other feature of his Spiritual life look not so much for what he taught as for what he did.

Yeshua never prayed as a religious duty.

To Yeshua Prayer was a Sincere Expression of Spiritual Gratitude. A declaration of soul loyalty, a recital of personal devotion, an expression of thanksgiving, an avoidance of emotional tension, a prevention of conflict, an exaltation of intellectual understanding, an ennoblement of desire, a vindication of moral decision, an enrichment of thought, an invigoration of higher inclinations, a consecration of impulse, a clarification of viewpoint, a declaration of faith, a transcendental surrender of will, a sublime assertion of confidence, a revelation of courage, the proclamation of discovery, a confession of supreme devotion, the validation of consecration, A technique for the adjustment of difficulties, And the mighty mobilization of the combined soul powers to withstand all human tendencies toward selfishness, evil, and what is ( called ) sin.

As he clearly stated

There is no such thing as sin

Except perhaps in that which you call


He lived just such a life of prayerful consecration to the doing of his Father’s will and ended his life triumphantly with just such a prayer. The secret to his unparalleled Spiritual life was this consciousness of the presence of God the Father. He attained it by intelligent prayer and sincere worship — unbroken communion with God and not by leading’s, voices, visions, or extraordinary religious practices.

In the earthly life of Yeshua, religion was a living experience, a direct and personal movement from spiritual reverence to practical righteousness. The faith of Yeshua bore the transcendent fruits of the divine spirit.

His faith was not immature and credulous like that of a child, but in many ways, it did resemble the unsuspecting trust of the child mind. Yeshua trusted God as the child trusts a parent. He had a profound confidence in the universe just such a trust as the child has in its parental environment.

Yeshua’s wholehearted faith in the fundamental goodness of the universe very much resembled the child’s trust in the security of its earthly surroundings. He depended on the heavenly Father as a child leans upon its earthly parent, and his fervent faith never for one moment doubted the certainty of the heavenly Father’s LOVE

He was not disturbed seriously by fears, doubts, and skepticism. Unbelief did not inhibit the free and original expression of his life. He combined the stalwart and intelligent courage of a full-grown man with the sincere and trusting optimism of a believing child.

His faith grew to such heights of trust that it was devoid of Fear.

The faith of Yeshua attained the purity of a child’s trust. His faith was so absolute and undoubted that it responded to the charm of the contact of fellow beings and to the wonders of the universe. His sense of dependence on the divine was so complete and so confident that it yielded the joy and the assurance of absolute personal security. There was no hesitating pretense in his Spiritual Experience.

In this giant intellect of the full-grown man, the faith of the child reigned supreme in all matters relating to the spiritual consciousness. It is not strange that he once said,

“Except you become as a little child

You shall not enter the kingdom.”

Notwithstanding that Yeshua’s faith was childlike It was in no sense childish. Yeshua does not require his disciples to believe in him but to follow him and rather to believe with him. Believe in the reality of the love of God and in full confidence accept the security of the assurance of sonship with the heavenly Father.

The Master desires that all his followers should fully share his transcendent faith. Yeshua most touchingly challenged his followers not only to believe what he believed but also to believe as he believed.

This is the full significance of his one supreme requirement

“Follow me”

Yeshua’s earthly life was devoted to one great purpose doing the Father’s will living the human life spiritually and by faith. The faith of Jesus was trusting like that of a child but it was wholly free from presumptions.

He made robust and manly decisions courageously faced manifold disappointments. Resolutely surmounted extraordinary difficulties, and unflinchingly confronted the stern requirements of duty. It required a strong will and an unfailing confidence to believe what Yeshua believed and as he believed. The Life of Yeshua Messiah as deeply investigated and researched over a lifetime of self-dedication to the understanding of TRUTH.

This Story has been transliterated and scribed by the hand heart and mind of Tony Gray’Owl

There are many pages to write of the life of Yeshua Messiah. Jesus.

Which is an entire beautiful book in and of its self. I am working on it.

So many people come to me seeking, Ever seeking Wishing to understand THEIR LIFE /* the purpose of it all

Seeking the answers ~ unknown ~ seldom found

Looking for answers written down, there are so many

The VAST majority of all these things written are as if the blind leading the blind, so say’s Yeshua Messiah. Did Yeshua not say, that you must first seek the kingdom of Heaven within yourself. As with the eyes of a child you shall see this paradise is within your own heart ~ if you cannot find Heaven held fast within yourself. You shall never find it elsewhere no matter how far nor how hard you seek it.

The FIRST! Difference you must make is to self ~ YOU ~ must change the way you think.

You must make a difference to you do you see? This sad little child, lost inside of you is crying to get OUT. Do you understand what I am saying to you? I see your anguish; I feel it as if I am living it myself. I am crying for you to get out ~ of there.

Secondly my dear little ones, as I see with my own eyes gazing into your Heart . . . I see a very beautiful child of the Light yet they are all screaming to be let out to be seen by whom ?

By you little one . . . you must see the beauty I see in you see it in yourself as it is there to be seen if you look within not with your eyes if you but close your eyes to see, not the world around you whom you truly are in your own heart.

A beautiful child of love born into this world of darkness as the light, attempting to shine!!! As the wonderful living soul you are each of you ~ kind ~ caring ~ loving, you are the canvas of life, why do you sacrifice it. Paint upon it the vision of beauty you see . . . you feel . . . you wish to be.

You, who you are for all to see the incredible person standing in front of them, in front of you in the mirror of life being different is what it is all about!!! Look at me???? All the crazy things I do, do I care if one or two . . . or all of them do not like me or what I am??? Do I care if the Judge me so ruthlessly??? Do I care if they Ridicule me????


I am ME without fear, simply be YOU do not worry or fear what another may think or do, they do whatever they wish without regard as to what you think, don’t they ? . . . Do you see? The world only exists in our minds if it did not there would be no world to exist. The world is what we see it to be, our thoughts of it each and every moment this is the world, and everyone is free to see it just the way they want to ~ this is FREE WILL.

oh! >>>> By the way >>>> it >>>> is >>>>> you

Judging yourself not them it is all in ( your ) mind

Has nothing to do with anyone but you !!!!!!!!!!

Why would you feel more negative about YOU?

Because they feel negative about themselves projected upon you? Sorry about your luck but I love being ME!!!!

Why let their shit ~ kick your ass???

Stop judging YOU, so harshly because they, them, those guys judge themselves so badly, trying to make you feel as bad as they make themselves feel about themselves.


Why would you cry when laughter is being shared with you? Why would you put your head down and cry?


Moreover, even more so why not laugh at yourself.

You’re so funny sometimes, you’re so funny at times you make yourself laugh at yourself why not share this laughter with every one ??? Openly freely if we cannot laugh at ourselves? Who can laugh with us?

Being openly honest is a grand admirable feat as almost no one can do this you have accomplished the impossible and do not even know it. How silly of you.

Honesty is an incredible gift of true freedom share it with the world they will learn how to be such a gift only by and from you showing them how. A tool if not used is of no use if not used by someone. Duh, if you see yourself, as the tool . . . then you must USE yourself to enlighten others that you are doing for them what they cannot do without you, the tool.

Only use yourself for the betterment of all in this way you will come to know your power and what you can do with it, has nothing to do with being used, it is all about you using your gifts to help others, do you not see this ?

You are so very special

Wow I am honored to know you a gift of love and compassion for others always caring about them yet you forget to care about YOU.

How can the tool work?

If at least you do not take care of the tool (you)

So the tool = (you) can function properly.

I am not going into the abuse section of this conversation

I see a great deal of things here you are not saying yet I know in my heart the things you wish not say aloud and we will leave that there. Forgive and let go nothing you/we/me can do about the past. Forgive and let go of it. It was not you ~ it happened to you.

Now you are who you are and that can/will never happen to you again. Forgive and let go those awful memories I know more than you may think, I see ~ I feel ~ my heart aches, For you, Forgive. Let that go ~ memories gone by ~ over and gone done now nothing you did had anything to do with the taking of one’s life that is their choice ~ unless you did it with your own hands.

This also you MUST let go it had nothing to do with you even though the deep impact it had on you. You may never forget, yet remember, it had nothing to do with you. You did not do it nor cause it those things happen forgive and let go. You let no one down, ever you were a child it was not up to you, and you had nothing to do with any of that. You failed only the judgments you placed upon yourself. You are only responsible for you each and every person is only responsible for them self and has zero control over another whatever they choose will happen in their life and has nothing to do with your dreams or visions of what you wished to happen, do you see ?

We all live the life we live, some great some small some awful/horrible yet we live none of the mothers/fathers choices had anything to do with you they were victims of what they had been taught was the truth trying to cope and used you in like manner to do as they have done.

Do you see? You are kind. You care; you try to become better than all that you are yet to be I am so proud of you, such hardship and yet here you are caring about others, over yourself and in so doing putting yourself down ????

Because you care ???

What is wrong with that picture ???

Accept dear sweet sister’s/brother’s

Everything that has happened was another’s doing and you were/feel as the victim, the helpless little child.

Well now!

You are no longer the child helpless. You are you beautiful, loving, kind, caring even still let the little crying child out now and become the beautiful lovely woman/man you have become against all odds and shine, laugh at every one their silliness be whomever you choose to be no matter what anyone else thinks I know you know. There is a most incredible woman/man dying to be who she/he is.

Simply love her/him give all the love to her/him you wish to have and then you will consciously, subconsciously allowed everyone else to love her/him in the same way. Unconditionally, just for whom she/he is a miracle of love and compassion

Please listen to me; I am crying here tears all over the place I see a most wonderful child of God just trying to grow up and be, FREE.

Set yourself free little one cry no more just be whoever you truly wish to be. Look inside your own heart and see paradise found, Heaven on earth alive and living ~ loving ~ creating Joy ~ out of your compassion to be shared with everyone else around you simply let everyone else be whoever they choose just be. Soon by your shining example, ~ they will wish to be just like YOU! Be free now by your own hand!!!

You are the secret key you have always looked for, turn the lock upon your heart and live . . . free

I love you, in ways you may never know, Yet are Perhaps, beginning to understand,

From within the Wisdom of Gray’Owl According to the Chinese” I Cheng trigram “I am known as “KEN “the still mountain Meaning = the still strong need for singleness of purpose The Discerning Power that imparts Knowledge and Enlightens,

I wish to offer this enlightening little story of real life.

Honesty Is this Truth?

On the other hand, simply being Honest?

Is being honest the truth?

What does being honest have to do with the telling of the truth? You can be totally honest and the truth is the furthest thing from your mind and heart. In complete honesty you may speak your words, But!

The Truth lies only in what you do NOT say, with your words. With your words, you can paint a picture in the minds of the listeners. BUT!

The truth is that you only painted a very small part of the whole picture. Not in deceit Perhaps for there is truth in what you are saying.

Yet in full honesty you can leave out the whole truth with the exception for a tiny piece of it that suits your momentary need to continue comfortably down your path of forgotten darkness of self which is called” GREED “

I shall give you a clear example of this marvel of words and deeds I will tell you a story of modern day life

It begins here

You are walking down the street one day, Wearing your beautiful new suit and shiny shoes. A smile on your lips and humming or even whistling a tune thinking how great life is.

As you are walking along you come across a person of the street what some call a derelict, a homeless soul without means. They look at you with those pitiful eyes and hold out their hand saying hello can you help a brother out?

You stop and ponder for a few moments

Thinking . . .

I have 3 pennies, 2 nickels and a quarter, my favorite silver dollar and gold piece in my pocket plus the ten thousand dollars of paper money in my wallet I just withdrew from my bank account as I’m going to buy myself some new things.

You look back at the helpless soul and say . . .

I am so sorry I do not have a dime on Me.!

Now this is being, HONEST really it is !!!

You do NOT have a DIME on you

Yet the truth is?

What do you see the truth to be here?

The truth is . . . as I see it to be.

You have far more if seen out of your compassion than you need on you. Yet the “Truth “You really do not have a dime, even though you have 10,000.00 + on you!!!

When in all Honesty is balanced in consciousness of Truth the answer would be something along these lines.

You know what I really have plenty actually I am blessed with an abundance. Here take some, I am so grateful that I can help you out. So . . .

What is the difference between honesty and Truth?


Compassion = A personal commitment to the passion of TRUTH in all things. Just the way I see life happening all around the world and me each day. I hope you get my message. God blesses each of us with more than we need at the moment why not share it just as freely?

When one balances the polar opposites of every situation . . .

You can then find the Harmony of life and live the JOY it rewards oneself,

from living within a perfectly balanced compassion for all things.

Out of my compassion, I give all my love always. God Bless you for your kindness.

beautiful healing process….
“I, Tony Gray Owl Love you unconditionally, I forgive you unconditionally and I ask also to be forgiven in like manner…”
What is Forgiveness? What does it mean? Why is this even
for me such a difficult concept?
God asked me to teach the world the true meaning of forgiveness… to help all to understanding what forgiveness is and how to apply it… I cannot do this… I cannot… I will not… why should I forgive those who have inflicted physical harm on me… who have tormented me … and assaulted me … verbally and physically abused me… the list goes on…
Why? My Lord… why should I do this…? I do not deserve what they have done and still do to me… living with this continuous pain constantly reminding me of what has been done. Tears pouring as I remember all these things. Why are you punishing me and not them? It is them who should suffer not me… can you not see this my Lord?
This I must do not only for you, but for me. I begin my search for the true meaning of forgiveness as my Farther has asked of me. I gather many books, articles and stories of this topic, trying to understand its true meaning… yet I could not find any Miracle to heal these wounds within…
I am told ……
Forgiveness does not mean “what you did is okay to me”, it simply means “I AM no longer willing to carry around pain in response to your actions”… when we hold UN-forgiveness in our hearts, we only punish ourselves, is this what you wish for?
I am told ……
When you hold anger and resentment towards another, you are bound to that person or conditions by an emotional link that is stronger than steel, forgiveness is the only way to dissolve that link and get free…let go of anger and resentment, and feel yourself healed. You don’t need to forgive the action, just the person, so that you can be at peace…
I am told ……
Forgiveness is not something you give to someone else. It is a gift you give yourself, forgiveness allows you to live in the present and leave the past behind. Forgiveness will bring you peace. Forgiveness resides not only in words but also in thought, feeling and action.
I am told…..
It not only uplifts you AND that person in ways unseen, but it brings that much more light to a world in need.
Forgiveness is not something we MUST do, yet when we step away from the consciousness of our human nature, and allow the divine of God’s grace to express through us, to forgive through us, we can at that point, feel the radiant and warm rays of the flow of divine love dissolving all hurt, all bitterness, all sense of injustice. We become aware that we are free and we can project that love outward into our
What have I learned about “Forgiveness”…?
Forgiveness has no time frame… it is a process…each one of us will work through the process at our own pace. There is no wrong or right way of doing this… no particular method or wording that one could action to create an instant result, leaving the feeling of Peace and harmony within oneself…It is all a process with no time frame… we will heal from this… we will be set free… when we have healed and have learned the true meaning of forgiveness…


3 responses

  1. Keep up the good work, I read few articles on this web site and I conceive that your weblog is rattling interesting and holds sets of superb information.

    March 6, 2012 at 8:50 pm

  2. Tsimi James

    Smiles;” Brother….Your words are simple…Truth…Free for everyone to view and learn…
    Forgivness of SELF as Jesus Taught…is the Only answer to Peace and the Joy that follows;”

    Thank you Tony Gray’Owl for these perpetual words flowing from your pure and caring heart.

    Love grows by giving. The love we give away is the only love we keep. The only way to retain love is to give it away.”
    But first and formost…we must see that it is ourselves that we must forgive.
    “Falling in love you remain a child; rising in love you mature. By and by love becomes not a relationship, it becomes a state of your being. Not that you are in love – now you are love.”– Osho

    Namaste, In Lak’ech Ala K’in, your brother of the light ^..^

    March 13, 2012 at 2:38 pm

  3. Phil

    I like what you write and will further read and absorb it I now accept what you write about The Christ for he has had a profound impact on humanity as he states we are all sons and daughters of the Great Spirit.Thanks.Heaven inside of us.

    June 13, 2012 at 2:21 am

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